I remember when I was only 6, and I wasn't allowed to sit at the front seat of the car.. I always used to wish that I was older and that I wished the future would come faster. Time passed and I was 12, time continually and quickly passed and now I'm on the verge of being 16 wishing that my life would just end already. Although I wish I took back my longing to grow up, I know wishing for my life to end will not be the one thing I'll regret. Everybody has a tolerance to hurt & I've reached my limit. I'm tired of trying ..