I think it's fair to say that it's been a fair month.. good and bad equally balance, but what throws me off guard are the changes that have been happening. Some are unintentional changes and some are change with a deeper purpose. Some may call it stupid, some may call it impulsive.. but I like the changes that I've had control over. I've had people already not recognize me, and I don't know why. I've cut and layered my hair short and have gotten a piercing - nothing too different. But back to what I was saying ..I love having control of my changes. I hate this because - I'm scared of things that might happen that'll change the things I want to leave the same. Those type of changes would most definitely fall under the category of unintentional changes. I really want us to stay the same, but it feels like your losing grip. I'm getting scared, so bare with me and my paranoid mood swings based on negative thoughts..... you may not see it due to the blur the arguments have casted upon us, but trust me; one day you will