I never thought that this would ever happen. It hit me unexpectedly, right as the day was ending on a good note for once there always has to be something to ruin it. It just proves the irony of my life, how good always goes hand in hand with bad. I can't have happiness without sadness. I just gotta take it the mature way and acknowledge that life is tough and times are hard. I know I'm strong enough to take in all the bullshit for now. But I just wish that life had a fast forward button to five years from now. Just so I could be living on my own, going to school far far away, and just so I could greet my boyfriend happy 5 years <3 ..I know I could deal with this, as long as your here with me.