Overlooking the past events of the weekend, I'd say it was pretty hectic. Especially last nights events. Sleeping at 5 was definitely not what I wanted, and waking up at 8-9 because of my sickness was most definitely not how I wanted to start my morning. Once again, I miss another day of school. It's unbelievable how every time I feel as if I'm ready to go back I start feeling sick or some problem suddenly arises. I've been laying in bed since I woke up only leaving to go to the bathroom.. basically just talking to this guy. He made me realize how much I've changed since I was in Grade 9. Just reminiscing on past events, friends, ex's, situations.. I've come such a long way from where I was before. It's true, high school does change people some for the best and some for the better. I've gone through some rollercoster rides and ended up here. I don't regret one thing - and I'm happy. He always told me it would take a while for me to get out of the repetitive cycle my life was spiraling in.. I just didn't think that it would happen so soon. Occasionally yeah I do miss how things were before, but I guess it is just a part of growing up. Leaving the comfortness of immaturity, the partying and bullshit, and the waste people behind and progressing ..which is moving forward to just doing you.