Patience. I'm just patiently waiting till the day when I'm independent enough to take care of myself. When I'm fully equipped with all the necessities that I need to live on my own. I just want to know that I can come home to peace.. no arguements, no bullshit. But since that's going to be so long from now so I guess I'll save. Ugh, I really wish I got that job. It's been a day since my interview.. one more day of hoping I got the job :( Haha, fuck. She asked me if I knew any other locations of Panache. That's a fml. I barely shop there - so therefore I screwed up on the first question.. lmao. Hopefully I'll have more opportunities to get a job. But this is becoming a depressing start to the holidays. I really wish I had the money to get all my loved ones their gifts. Seeing them all smiling and happy brings the same joy to me. I love giving more than I do receiving. So I guess this whole blog-rant circulates over the fact that I really need money, hence the title $$$. So anyone who has any hook up's please holla :(