Monday, December 7, 2009 1:10 AM
I can't believe this. I've never cared about anyone this much in my life. I can feel my heart beating out my ears and it's pulsing through my whole body. We agreed. We said we'd never be like this. We'd never be the constantly fighting couple, but look where we are. Look at the things I've done, the things you've done. It seems far from reach, and pretty much unimaginable in the summer. I want to go back and fix this. Fix it all. But it feels like it's too far out of our grasp. Our limits have been reached and there's no turning back. But I can't believe what you've done today. This originated from a promise you broke. You promised me you'd stop doing that. Just because I care too much, it doesn't mean that you can take advantage of that. Where is the change? It's such a small thing for you to do, and you can't even do that for me. I don't understand why. I walked for an hour home in the cold while I was sick. You spoke not even a word to me. Instead you broke another promise, and did the worst and most immature thing to do when in that situation. Tell me. What did it solve? You hurt me more. You proved to yourself and to me - how much you truly care. Yeah sure, you followed me. But take a deeper look at the picture, you chose to do what you did for an hour, in the cold.. knowing I was sick, and knowing it could have easily been resolved if only you just tried? There is no effort. I would have taken a simple explanation and a story. Instead, you chose this as our fate.
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