So, you think it's easy for me? Your quite mistaken. You still don't know how many times I've cried when you left, when your not around, when your not looking. I know, I'm good at putting on a front huh? I guess it's just enough practice. But in the end, I know that by doing this, I'm just using the very last of the strength I've preserved ..and soon enough I'll have nothing left. That's why I need this. I need this. We - as a couple need this time off. It isn't for a long time, but it's enough time for us to calm down and overlook a lot of things. Don't get it twisted. I'm not losing feelings and the word "up" isn't going to follow this break. I promised you something and I intend to keep it. Just promise me, you'll hold up your end of the deal and please, just try. Show me your putting in at least the smallest effort. I'm not the type of girlfriend who asks too much - but please, this is all I'm asking. I really want us to work... cause God knows how much I love you. So just try...