So, a sort of horrible day yesterday. I don't think I'll ever understand you.. us.. everything. But whatever on a lighter note... I finally seen the "wrong" I just needed a third persons perspective, someone outside of the situation to help me. I'm making plans and making minor adjustments.. and I plan to do it by the end of the second semester of school. It's way to early to say, but summer 2010, again.. I'll be a new person. Oh yeah, btw, I absolutely loved this.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets
So love the people who treat you right
forget about the ones who don't
and believe that everything happens for a reason
If you get a chance - take it . If it changes your life : let it
Nobody said that it'd be easy
they just promised it'd be worth it
- Unknown

It sorta spoke to me. Lol, but I'll be back when I have something more positive to write. I guess the "change" is a change for the better, and is therefore looked apon as something "good" but it isn't.. I guess everything happens for a reason. And I guess me losing my lip piercing was just a start. Even though I'm pretty frustrated.. I guess it was for the "better" ..considering some certain people hated me with it, ahem krs. LOL :( anyways, I'll try to be back. I'm kinda sad that I'm sick and that I had 1 and a half hours of sleep :(