So this is my first post of the year. I've been kind of drained for the past few days with everything to even have time to focus on anything but the situations I'm currently attempting to cope with. I still can't believe the past events that have taken place. I feel like along with losing myself, I lost everybody else in the process. Times like these I wish that I could rewind and pause, and treasure what I had before I completely and utterly took advantage of it. I actually wish it could have stayed on pause forever. If I could live life like those days everyday, God knows how happy I'd be to live my life and to leave it.